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February 27th, 2006
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January 3rd, 2006
November 28th, 2005
04:23 pm - wow i havent written in ages I have a new photo site thanks to Nicole... http://www.flickr.com/photos/smileif_itsreal/ and lets just say im a bit obsessed!
 ahhh horrible extended deadlines, i must finish my paper! i need it to be over with
three weeks and off to...    
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October 14th, 2005
02:08 pm - if anyone doesn't care if they die they should hang out with me... my doctor looked in my throat, jumped back and said "ahh that looks like hamburgur meat"
so im stuck at home on a three day weekend, family out of town, total freedom and all i can do is eat ice cream and watch sex in the city cause i have strep throat
i know quite contagous but im also lonely :(
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September 30th, 2005
02:13 pm You see, you'd love to run home, but you know you ain't got one Cuz you're livin' in a world that you're best forgotten When you're thinkin' you're a joke and nobody's gonna listen To the one small point I know they've been missing around here Round here, yeah
Broadway's dark tonight A little bit weaker than you used to be Broadway's dark tonight See the young man sittin' in the old man's bar Waitin' for his turn to die
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September 19th, 2005
09:29 pm - I havent written for a while... Summer was one adventure after another but now grr school. My schedule rocks cause i am only there till like 1:30, then I teach swim lessons at amazon the rest of the day. I'm way behind on my senior paper cause i missed it all last year ooops. Yesterday delaney, karen and i chilled at UP with fifteen dollors of fruit including a coconut, a mango, and a dragon fruit. The dragon fruit has an intense fuisha color it will blind you! everyone go buy one at sundance!
pics pics pics



Thats the house i helped build a couple weeks ago in Tiajuana. Mexicans are sketchy Current Mood: mellow Current Music: dispatch
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August 22nd, 2005
05:49 pm - people pushing by...and then walking off into the night Alaska is BEAutiful I fed a caribu and petted a linx went wild blueberry picking and hiked up to a glacier my cousins are cute my family sucks I want to come home Mountains are pretty ferry rides are long its cold im out Current Mood: calm
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August 21st, 2005
11:35 pm - Sadness They painted up your secrets With the lies they told to you And the least they ever gave you Was the most you ever knew
And I wonder where these dreams go When the world gets in your way What's the point in all this screaming? No one's listening anyway
Your voice is small and fading And you're hiding here alone And your mother loves your father Cuz she's got nowhere to go
And she wonders where these dreams go Cuz the world got in her way What's the point in ever trying? Nothing's changing anyway
They press their lips against you And you love the lies they say And I tried so hard to reach you But you're falling anyway
And you know I see right through you Cuz the world gets in your way What's the point in all this screaming? You're not listening anyway ~spetz
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11:29 pm - AMY! I found it! Amy, my love, please get this song for me. Sweetness with chanticos!
I Do - Howie Day
I got a letter today An invitation And the writing looked like you "Hello, how are you? And by the way, please RSVP "I do"' I thought of writing the sad words Of how it used to be But I didn't want to bring you down, no I guess the bells ring pretty well there without me Don't worry 'bout me baby I'll wear the thorn of crowns I will play the clown
You think that I don't love you You're just wrong That don't matter now anyway Couldn't bear to see you up there With the white dress on Here's my vow to you I'll stay away
I remember when In a lover's whisper you said, No other man would ever share your bed Well we both know that's not been so I wish I'd never let you go Now you found a better man instead I wish you health and wealth And a white house on a hill And I hope you raise a family Little boy and a little girl A little more joy in this little old world Well that'll be enough for me
You think that I don't love you You're just wrong That don't matter anyway Couldn't bear to see you up there With the white dress on Here's my vow to you I'll stay away
Time rolls on Dreams they die And I've thrown out the pictures I have of you and I And if you're ever wondering If love can be true Think of me Remember darling Like I, like I do
Old friendships fade away Love falls apart And you've not spent a single day outside my heart But there's just one more dream That I have left for you I hope you're smiling when he turns around and says I do... I do... I do
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August 17th, 2005
12:15 am
fair was a blast, got way more rides than i paid for and finally saw Tricia, made me happy.
scandi was funish done finally, exhausted from being on my feet constantly
anyone who can tell me what song this is and what movie it is from is my new best friend:
Arizona moon keep shinin' From the desert sky above. You know pretty soon That big yellow moon Will light the way back To the one you love
Blue shadows on the trail Little cowboy, close your eyes and dream All of the doggies are in the corral All of your work is done Just close your eyes and dream little pal Dream of someone
Blue shadows on the trail Soft wind blowin' through the trees above All of the little cowboys Are back in the bunkhouse now, so Close your eyes and dream
~amy Current Mood: content Current Music: duh, blue shadows
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August 15th, 2005
10:18 am - last night I slept on a tramp we all slept outside on aimee's trampoleen watching for shooting stars and cuddling!
yay nicole and i finally bought our plane tickets for Costa Rica winter break!!!!!!
ok ta ta for now im off on a horrifying family vaca to Alaska..see how this goes, at least it will be BEAutiful! I will take tons of pretty pics! Current Mood: grrrr i hate packing
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August 12th, 2005
10:29 pm - Falling so you're standing on the ledge it looks like you might fall, so far down, or maybe you, were thinking about jumping but you could have it all, if you learned a little patience, but though i cannot fly, i'm not content to crawl so give me a little credit, have in me a little faith i wanna be with you forever, but tomorrow's not too late
but it's always too late when you've got nothing, so you say and you should never let the sun set on tomorrow, before the sun rises today
if i am, another waste of everything you've dreamed of i will let you down if i am, only here to watch you as you suffer i will let you down so you're walking on the edge, and you wait your turn to fall, but you're so far gone that you don't see the hands upheld to catch you and you could find a fault, in the heart that you've been handed but though you cannot fly, you're not content to crawl
and it's always too late when you've got nothing, so you say and you should never let the sun set on tomorrow, before the sun rises...
if i am, another waste of everything you've hoped for i will let you down if i am, only here to watch you as you suffer i will let you down
so you're standing on the ledge, it looks like you might fall.......
if i am, another waste of everything you've dreamed of i will let you down (i will let you down) if i am, only here to watch you as you suffer i will let you down
the answers we find, are never what we had in mind so we make it up as we go along we don't talk the dreams, i won't let go tomorrow we won't make those promises that we can't keep.......
i will never leave you, i will not let you down i will not let you down ~spetz
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12:15 am - life is so crazy picked up my sis from the airport yesterday, been hanging with her lots i didn't realize how much i missed her working at the swedish meatpie booth at the scandinavian festival...if anyone wants to drop by i'd love to see a familiar face if you happen to be there i'm working from 3 til closing. north carolina was a blast, learned to drive the jetski and all, i wanna live there on that lake there are so many people i miss and wanna see but i don't have time or dont' have their phone #s and it makes me so sad so i'm sorry, but i have been thinking about you ~amy Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: feel good inc.
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August 6th, 2005
02:27 pm I'm trying to have an actual lazy summer day for a change, its going well so far cause i woke up at 2 (OMG!) and im not working or swimming today. This has been an insane week at work. I hung out with monica and erin the other night, we found a random wildlife preserve out in west Eugene but ofcourse it was too dark to see anything. Some people need to just not go off to college and ditch us in high school. Gahh one more year! Amy and I had another long talk at starbucks, thats always refreshing. They are filming a movie across the street at my neighbors house right now, thats pretty sweet. I was an extra in it ealier this week. I found someone to come to Costa Rica with me winter vaca! NICOLE! That will be sweet. I cant belive summer is going by so fast. I'm getting an ipod soon! next week I go to Alaska with my fam and then Mexico to build houses and hopefully brush up on my espanol. Water polo daily doubles starts soon too which will be really intense. Amy and Karen you really need to come home casue my life is going crazy withought you! We have to go camping!
 liz
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July 29th, 2005
03:36 pm - i love coconut popsicles no lifeguarding for a few days babysat this morning uggg they were kids who cry when the dont get what they want but kids are cute and acording the elf my very compact aura is very maternal and i will be a good parent some day
ya we really did meet an elf last night up at Lauralwood funniest elf ive ever met, and the first He roams the forest at night eating berries, and nuts then sleeps in his burrow during the day we went home and chilled with some very berry mike mmmmmmmmm wow cameron ive never heard the word beautiful so many times in my life i slept on the floor so delaney wouldnt rape me again Current Music: Little district-Sublime
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July 28th, 2005
09:59 pm - north carolina
Day 1
woke up early to eat big eggies at a restaurant...unheard of!
swam/tubed/jet skiied from 1 to 6:30
freaky storm, major wind so we almost couldn't get the boat back in, adn then the painful rain that stung, adn we couldn't get the gate open during the lightning and thundering right above us. when we came inside we looked like we fell in the lake.
lost our shoes...tear
played LAST WORD with cuzs and fam, so funny and goofy, I (amy) is buying it when I get home!
we made a big bed and snuck out of it into the kitchen to talk.
love to all
amy and karen
~amy says she is moving to a hott lake like this (warmer than the air sometimes which was 85 degrees which is cool for here) and owning a jet ski andtubes and learning to wakeboard! yeehaw Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: old man
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July 27th, 2005
July 26th, 2005
11:10 pm I didn't hear you leave I wonder how am I still here And I don't want to move a thing It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am I'll do what I want But I can't hide I won't go I won't sleep I can't breathe Until you're resting here with me I won't leave I can't hide I cannot be Until you're resting here with me Current Mood: drained
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July 25th, 2005
12:40 am - yay i'm psyched to learn to wakeboard to spend two weeks away from my fam, for a nice break to live by a lake for a while to go to san francisco to visit berkley to spend more time with the brides and their puppy to be under very little supervision...kinda to give myself some time to think and heal all wounds to just relax and spend quality time with Karen to die in the scorching heat of north carolina to visit the east coast for the first time to spend all day in the lake, except the few dayz it rains to have a sleepover every night for the next two weeks
i'll miss you guys...liz i'm sorry we're leaving right when you got back but i love you so much,
the world is such a beautiful place, and you know i would walk five hundred miles and i would walk five hundred more just to be the *girl* who walked a thousand miles to fall down at your door
see you guys in a couple of weeks ~Aimee Current Mood: spiritual Current Music: proclaimers
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July 10th, 2005
06:00 pm - greetings from canada Whenever you are confronted with an opponent. Conquer him with love --Mahatma Gandhi
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